In what appears to be a theme with me.... I feel a need to re-make myself again. Am I discouraged no! Though it will be a daunting task if I can stick it out I'll be a better me!
Probably the highest attainment of my life is that of a grandmother. Having and raising a large group of children, mostly males contributed to my personality more than I'm currently willing to admit. My 2 Girls and soon 6 Daughters by Marriage, are by far the ones I relate to the most and have the most in common with. The men in my life keep me happily humble. And when listing my talents it's a rather short list; bare Male children, and make the best Rhodes Rolls anyone has ever tasted. This latter talent has been retired and handed off.
So that's a small summation of a life that is very full, exciting, transfixingly wide with people, and family in every minute! No other career could have challenged me more or taught me this much.
I told Jim recently in a moment of candor, "This daily life is what I have worked and lived for my whole life, and I'm not ready to give it up and just yet and seek employment".